god in beauty

and in his note he said that the sun would rise and set without him. and everyone in the room saw the sadness welling in her eyes as she told us how she hates that he was right. she has to stop at least twice every time she drives home, because the tears are blinding late at night. she brings his picture with her everywhere she goes, so that he can see the world with her. and his pain was so intense that he could bear it no longer, yet his pain lives on in her, growing ever stronger. there is so much pain in this world. but where there is pain there is beauty and in beauty there is healing. and if i can give one thing to this world, i want to give beauty. beauty is a reason to wake up in the morning. and i want to experience beauty, and i have experienced beauty, and i have experienced beauty in you. healing is in your eyes and healing is in your lips and the healing beauty in you heals me through and through.